Sunday, March 20, 2011

beautiful march

I love March.

I love wearing flip-flops.

I love going to the park.

I love being a kid again (and letting my mom in on it too!)

I love giggling.

I love catching him at the bottom.

I love sharing ice cream.

I love March 22.  It was the day I was given him . . .

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

more movies

Here are some of my son!

Singing to Jesus!

Playing on a rainy day:

reverse

Someone posted this on Facebook.  I thought it was way too good not to repost here.  Created by Sir-Matty Stoner.  Thank you sir, very touching!

Monday, March 14, 2011

changing myself

Last year I decided to lose the baby weight.  I ate between 1200 and 1400 calories 5 days a week and lost 40 pounds in 6 months.  I was happy.  I fit into the clothes I wore when I got married, even though I was 10 pounds heavier.  I had more energy, I slept better, and I felt better about myself.  I stopped trying to lose the weight in June; partially because I was happy and partially because I hit a wall and nothing I did or didn't eat fixed it.  So, I went about happily maintaining my new weight.

In November, my hair dresser told me she was very worried about the amount of hair I had lost.  Now, I had lost A LOT of hair when I had Jerek.  I just assumed that the lack of hair was from that.  But my hair dresser said no, I was still losing hair, which was not normal, AND I had lost about half of what I had before.

HALF GONE!

Thank God I started out with a lot of really thick hair.  If you didn't know me, you would think I was lying.

So, I started on a journey to get my hair back.  The first thing I did was Google "hair loss in women under 30".  The search gave me three recurring things:

1.  Birth control
2. Thyroid
3. Alopecia

I knew it wasn't Alopecia.  I hadn't lost all of my hair and I didn't have patches gone or some of the other symptoms.  Birth control sounded viable.  I went back on birth control while I was still losing hair from having Jerek.  The articles I read said that anything other then the pill (which I wasn't on), when taken while a woman is already losing hair, can cause her to continue to lose hair.  Sounded like me, so Jason and I decided to go off the birth control in December.  Let me tell you, that was a huge trust isue for me.  I so desperately want us to have another child, but the timing is not right now, so the birth control was my way of controlling the situation so we didn't have another God-gift baby like Jerek.  I had to give it up and in the midst of that give my desires and fears to God.  That was so hard.

After researching thyroidism, we were convinced that I had hypothyroidism.  I had almost all of the symptoms.  The problem was that we don't have insurance and to go see the doctor and pay for all of the blood tests.  We had no idea how I was going to be able to be tested.  We prayed and prayed.  Prayed for someone to pay for the tests.  Prayed that it was just the birth control and that my hair would start growing back now that I was off of it.  After calling around to multiple labs, some nice lady I talked to suggested I go to the hospital and get it done.  We might be able to get assistance to pay for it.  The next day a doctor friend of ours told me he would write me the script for it so I wouldn't have to go to my doctor's office and pay for a visit.

I called the hospital.
We qualified for free services.
Sometimes being poor pays off I guess.

I went, got the blood work done.  They sent the labs to my doctor friend.

The labs came back normal.  normal normal normal
I bawled.

Never have I wanted a "disease" so badly in my life.  I just wanted answers.  I wanted a solution.  I wanted my hair back.
AND in the 3 months since November I had developed more strange symptoms.  A weird red, dry patch on both sides of my nose.  Oily skin and breakouts.  I had never had more then 3 zits at one time, I was now broke out all over my chin and temples.  I was also having bad cramping with my period.

Finally, a friend of ours suggested I go see Matt Buderer and Buderer Pharmacy in Perrysburg.  I called, made an appointment, and decided the $65 fee was ok if I was going to at least get some answers.

I prayed the whole way there.  I just cried out to God, begging him just for some answers.  I was at the point that I didn't care if I lost all my hair and was a pimply mess.  I just wanted to know what was wrong with me. Make sure I didn't have some weird disease that would kill me.

Matt Buderer was AWESOME.  He listened to me, explained things thoroughly, and told me I had two problems.  First, my insulin was a little high, in the normal range, but a little high.  That was what was causing me difficulty losing weight, the rash by my nose, the oily skin, and it was preventing me from growing my hair back.  He said the birth control was probably what had caused me to continue to lose my hair, so it was a good thing I was off of it.  PLUS by going off, it allowed some other symptoms to show through.  Those symptoms lead him to believe that I have low progesterone issues as well.  The culprit of my cramping, my post-partum depression I am sure I had after I had Jerek, and other things.  It was also the combination of the two that was causing some of the symptoms.

What a relief.  I wasn't dying.  I wasn't going crazy.

The cure?  A low-carb diet for awhile, to lower the insulin.  Progesterone cream to raise those levels.

Simple
Easy
Cheap

God you are so good!

Saturday marked week one of my diet.  He said I should notice some changes even just in a week.  What have I noticed?

The rash is about half gone.  The color is a dull pink instead of a bright red and the dry skin is almost gone.
On Saturday I had lost almost 4 pounds!  Today, I have lost just shy of 5.  One more pound and I will weigh less then when I stopped losing weight last June.

Jason decided to go low-carb with me.  To encourage me and also to help him lose some weight to help his knees.  He had lost 14 pounds by Saturday and he cheats, stinker!

All I can say is that God is good, Matt Buderer is an answer to prayer.  If you have weird symptoms or something you can't seem to fix, call him.  Make the appointment.  It is totally worth the $65.

Monday, February 21, 2011

knit away

So, I am not very good at this blogging thing, sigh.

I love to go through people's blogs, see their layouts, read their stories, look at their photographs.  I just can't seem to make it a priority to do this frequently.  I want an established blog, though, to stay up to date on my knitting projects and to recount our family happenings in case God calls us to move.

I suppose doing what I love and having that take up time, is much better then sitting on the computer and constantly blogging when I am not passionate about it, at least not yet.

Here, then, is what I have been knitting up in the last month:

Holey Blanket:


This is a blanket, of my own design, that I knit for our friends Aaron and Priscilla.  They had a little boy three weeks ago, named Joel.  Knit with Bernat Baby Bubbles, the yarn started as a sweater, but it just wasn't going to suit a little boy.  The sweater was frogged and out came the size 35 needles to birth this blanket.  I cast on about 50 stitches and knit until I ran out of yarn.  Simple.  Soft.  Scrumptious.

5th Avenue Infinity Scarf:

I have been searching for the right scarf for my friend Cathy, to give as gift, for all of the wonderful knitting books and yarn she has been giving me.  I saw this on Ravelry.com and knew that it would be perfect.  She is a southern girl with a classy and sophisticated sense of fashion (at least in my opinion) and she just got a new pea-coat and I thought she could surely use a cowl instead of a regular old scarf!

I knit mine on size 8 circs and in I LOVE THIS YARN! from Hobby Lobby.  It is a soft acrylic with a wonderfully rich color.  The second picture shows off the color better.  I followed the pattern exactly.  I wish I would have read some of the reviews more thoroughly, though, and added a couple rows of seed stitch to the top and bottom.  This would have eliminated the curl on the edges, but I do like the curl when the cowl is wound . . . .

I have already been commissioned to knit another for my friend Jen.  We are trading products:  I knit her the cowl and she is going to make me some jewelry!  Yippee!

I am now working on some fingerless gloves for my brother Matt.  The original pattern is called Ken and is for a glove with fully knit fingers.  So, I measured Matt's gargantuan hands I am going to bind off the fingers of the glove about a half inch from the top of his fingers.  For these I am holding the yarn double and using the recommended needle size, 8 dpns.  I am such a tight knitter, so I am hoping this makes the gloves a little bigger, enough to fit Matt's hands.  Matt and I scrounged around on the knitpicks website until he decided that he like the Wool of the Andes in a charcoal color the best.  I am enjoying knitting with it!

Monday, January 17, 2011

Jack Phillip

What a wonderful weekend!

We spent most of Saturday with some good friends of ours, the Rex's.  Jason did some electrical work for them and I chit chatted with Lynn all afternoon.  Such a great time of fellowship.

I finished the hand-dyed sweater for the Rex's son, Dawson.  I love it!  The color is awesome and the cabling up the front gives it a little something special.




On Sunday we got the news that our good friends Bethany and Ryan were finally having their baby!  Little Jack Phillip was born yesterday at 4:29 pm.  He was a tiny 6 lbs 13 oz and 20 inches long.  Mom did an incredible job and both are doing great.  We went up last night to see the little peanut.  What a sweet little face.  AND I can officially name my sweater!  The pattern for Jack's Hooded Sweater will be up soon.  I need to do a little tweaking to the pattern.  Bethany is our professional photog and has already said she will be doing newborn pics of Jack in his sweater.  Once she gets those up, I will get permission and swipe one for my album!



Next, up?  Another of those 5 hour Fran's Hooded Sweaters in some sweet Bernat baby bubbles with blues and greens.  The baby knitting never ends. . . I can't wait for the day when all the baby knitting is for MY baby, le sigh, someday, just not today!

Finally on Friday, I started organizing and decorating our living room.  Here are the before pics.  I am not quite finished yet.  So after pics to come!





Thursday, January 13, 2011

celebrating 2011, forty-five seconds too late!

That's right, we missed it, by 45 seconds!

We went to a party held by some good friends of ours.  They just got married this summer, just bought a new house, and just announced they are pregnant!  That's a lot for two people to do in 6 months!  Anyway, we wanted to go because we had been so busy this holiday season and I had just received the news that my uncle had died.  I wanted something to take my brain off all the craziness; a New Years Eve party with good friends, sounded like a good idea.  We had a great time chatting, eating, and just hanging out.  About 10 minutes until midnight, we turned on the TV to watch Dick Clark's program.  We counted down at one minute, but 10 seconds into the countdown, one of our friends said, "Hey, my phone says there is only 10 seconds left?!?"  Another friend checked his phone and said the same thing.  We realized as the ball dropped that the boys had rewound the tv to re-watch something earlier that night and no one had ever forwarded the tv back to real time!  We missed midnight by 45 seconds.  In lieu of missing the actually new years, we rewound the tv six times and celebrated six more times!  Oh the joys of technology!

Yesterday, Jerek and I went sledding and played in the snow.  We finally got a good snowfall and Jerek was dying to go play in it.  I wish I had the tolerance to the cold that he had so I could stay out with him the whole time.  I made it a good 45 minutes though!













I also got the body of another sweater done.  It is the Telemark Sweater by Erika Flory on Ravelry.com.  I LOVE this pattern as it is so quick and easy.  I substituted the cabling from Newborn Top-Down Sweater for the garter stitch that is suppose to go about half way down the sweater.  My cabling went all the way to the bottom.




I am also excited to blog that this was my first skein of self-dyed yarn!  I have done 2 skeins so far, this one was 2 packets of lemon-lime Kool-Ade to 3.5 oz. of 100% virgin wool.  I love the look as it turned out slightly variegated!  I am not sure if you will be able to see it in the pictures, but it is a very subtle light green to light yellow change.